The weekend was met with increasing cramps, dwindling optimism, dropping temps and uncertainty.

We tested on 10DPO and then 11DPO both negative. I will call our clinic on Monday to begin planning for our next cycle.

I think I was overly prepared for the negative result because it didn’t reach my emotions until yesterday evening, when I just brokedown and cried. Feeling somewhat better today but even more aware of the process experienced by this amazingly strong group of bloggers, who have been living this disappointment for many more months then we have. This cycle had such promise and it becomes frustrating to analyze what could have been done better or differently. Instead I think I just need to move towards March with as much optimism as I can muster.