This process is reinforcing my cynical core and bouncing me from feeling lost to being more determined as the days stretch on. Sadly determination does me no good – it can’t make my uterus more inviting or make our bank account more resilient… This process is depleting my reserves but I can’t step away or change course…

We have a new donor… And this we feel secure in.

We have settled on changes and this we feel optimistic about…

We are completely in love and effortlessly connected and this I feel blessed for.

So we continue on… No break this time… Baseline is tomorrow (cd3) and we’re switching to Femera… bravelle… NO clomid… and progesterone… Maybe Folgard if I can get a prescription for it and baby asprin???