This try seems to be over.

Beta negative. Motivation to continue lacking.

Thinking about closing down the blog – doesn’t seem to be a point to it right now.

If a cycle with 3 insems, fresh sperm, two perfect follicles, timed ovulation and 12mm lining doesn’t work. I’m not sure this will ever work. And right now it doesn’t seem smart to sink farther into debt for a 50/50 chance with IVF. We could pull the money together for the non-guarantee option (10 grand) but if that doesn’t work then what?


At a loss of how to handle all this pain.